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Name: Tamara
Country: United States
State: Asparillo
Gender: Female


Interests: Mtn bike racing, softball, guitar, music, Japanese language, horror movies, pool, camping, modeling, fishing, skateboarding, eating a whole thing of icecream with Kelly at the river, airsoft, laser challenge, monster trucks shows, taking pictures, eating salad and toast, making up songs w the guitar, drawing, painting, sewing, dancing craZy to the Godzilla soundtrack in the dark, screaming sessions, chillin w my mom, training for races w my brother, getting muddy, going to the South, playing with my rabbit and 10 rats, doing my nails, day dreaming, planning, designing, hiking, bridge jumping, cliff jumping, rock climbing, playing at the park, catching bugs, running, basking in the sun, reading, picnics, playing w power tools, changing my oil, burning marshmallows
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Occupation: Student
Industry: Government


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Member Since: 6/5/2004

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

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There's a Tear in My Beer
By Big Bill Lister
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What's a fucker to do?

Well, I just noticed that James deleted me from his Myspace friends. He has this new nasty MILF (so he says) g/f. She is like 26 and has a daughter. Disgusting. 5'1" too. It just bother me that he was all saying that I will be over this quicker and he was mopey and blah blah..and he was the one that is out dating someone so soon.

I had been having a hard time with it lately. Getting sad and all of that. I think about it everyday, of course. It's hard not to think about. I wish everything was how it used to be..last year. Such a lovely thing going. I need to get over it, but it's hard. Difficult to move on from someone you truly loved. I hadn't known what love felt like until then, and it was amazing. I had dated a lot, but I realized how unhappy I was, and how much better love was! Love is amazing. I wish to have that again, and to get rid of this horrible feeling. The lost love feeling.

 

More later.

 


Tuesday, February 27, 2007

9 more days and ill be thru!


Sunday, January 21, 2007

Here i am sitting on the floor of the hallway waiting for bedcheck. Im at good ol fort lee virginia. Not. Sometimes its alright and sometimes it sucks. I Think when i go home its going to be so weird. When i went home on exodus things were cool but felt a lil different, but when i go home again i have a feeling its going to be really weird. I Dont really know Why, but being gone for 6 months is a while. so listen to this= i became class president the 1st wk here then last wk got fired becuz i got an 88 on a test. You have to have above a 90 on all tests and i got 100 on all but that. So i got fired but w in a wk got put as vice prez. Then w in a day or 2 became prez again! And i have no vp. Bed check gtg! 6 More wks and ill be thru!!


Sunday, July 30, 2006

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Daniel Powter
By Daniel Powter
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Time Nears

It's coming closer to the time of me going into the military. I can hardly believe that it's so near. On August 12th I'm supposed to be sworn in! Can you believe it? me neither. I still need to study  a lot more for the ASVAB, oh boy, do I. I feel so stupid doing that thing, I think "people who only graduated from HS know this crap? I'm in my fourth year of college and I don't know half of it."
 This fall I will be leaving for boot camp. Oh my gosh. Boot camp. Right now I'm taking three classes (kickboxing, pilates, and philosphy) for four weeks, and then I will be taking three classes (2 anthro, poetry) for three weeks, intense! Classes end on September 8, and then supposedly ASAP after that I will be going to boot camp. I'll be honest, I get scared. I hope I will be strong throughout it all. It will be 8 weeks at boot camp, and then 6 at AIT (advanced individual training) directly after boot camp. Aww, does that mean I miss Christmas? ha ha, oh well, I just am sad I'm missing Halloween, I was planning my next great costume, lol. OR Thanksgiving, mmm! Gotta love Thanksgiving!
 I've never been away for that long, so I hope all goes well. I'll probably miss everyone like crazy. It's crazy for me to think I could be leaving within the next month and a half - 2 months. Aww, and it's sad = James will be coming back (from his job in The Dalles), right at the time I will be leaving! Lame how these things work.


Friday, July 21, 2006

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Demon Days
By Gorillaz
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I'm 20!

My birthday was good, I went to the driving range with Jennifer, then we came back for our exciting eating contest. It consisted of 20 foods and about 10 drinks. Everyone puked afterwards, it was great fun! 3 of us: my mom (convinced her to do it, yes!), Jennifer, and myself. =)
Some of the items I can remember: baby food (carrots), baby drink (prune juice), limeade, milk, slushy, lime, sour ropes, klondike bar, frozen charleston chew, licorice, sucker, fruit punch, OJ, burrito, soft taco, taco, york peppermint patty, pretzels, marshmellow (yuck!), brownie, potatoes, lil smokies, hot sauce, peanut m&ms, pickle, marinated mushrooms.
 Enjoy!

I'm excited to go!

Jen says she's hungry and wants to go!

Prepared for later with Rolaids and Tums...

Cheers !! (hot sauce)


Mmmm...sour belts and prune juice...

That's a soft taco covered in yogurt.
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Everyone left me!

Last food item...frozen Charleston chew..hard to eat...

Last drink! Chocolate milk! And went straight from there to the bathroom to puke.



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